A Soul Being Bodied - Time to Let Go - Part 1

By Shiri Godasi

For a long time this human has been feeling like the physical manifestation of its life is not equivalent to its soul’s energy field. 

That is to say - “I” - my awareness, my observation of consciousness streaming through me -  changes so rapidly that by the time I have been able to put together the 3D-world art that would be a representative expression of this subjective consciousness and of my spirit - it has already ascended to a different level of awareness. 

In that sense, my human is always playing catch up, trapped in a perpetual feeling of being behind and mumbling the “Gotta” mantra.

After they have allowed Kali to gracefully tear apart nearly every single foundation of their “aligned” life, this final obelisk that demands to be worshiped stands as the main reason for the constant and utter exhaustion this human is feeling. For years they have been fighting a shaft in their heart. 

The Soul, like the flowing river, is timeless, its essence and “message” cannot be pinned down - it is exuberant, free and galloping, and can never stay long or be still enough to fully unveil itself. How can the infinite be fully unveiled? Like a glimpse into a peacock’s feathers, it glistens, keeps on conversing.

For this human, to uphold a soul-aligned business as a grand vehicle of this order, is not sustainable. 
An unnatural effort that hinders their development, because of the preoccupation to nail the translation and take the time for articulation, then expression - of a vision, a fragment in time. Who has a hold of time, or of anything?

While the human plays in desperate attempts to “figure it out”, fooling itself that this is some riddle that will challenge them to “be better” -  the wind of the Soul, it has moved on. It has flown. 

And this human is doing the splits, just barely! Perpetually torn and tantalized between new vantage points and sour attempts to stand firm on their feet. Moreso they are dragged by the natural element that harbors kinetic powers. Metaphysical forces that spin planets and cause big bangs and cyclic evolutions. They propel humans higher than online businesses ever can... However intentional, purpose-filled, sacred they are deemed. If only the human learns to ground themselves in their temple body - the only holiness there is - and dance with their divinity. And, free itself from the silly burden of makeshifting gods

It all makes perfect sense now:

Choose to tend to the garden of a business that demands the living life out of you - and there will be nothing left to nurture your Soul’s garden. 

Here is the grand lesson of the divine feminine. 

The Soul is truth. Man-made obelisks are not. 

What would happen if that final falsity, well - falls?

Your Soul - it wants to fly free, and fly high, remembering *it is the sky*.

There is something huge out there for You to discover - a new way of being, a new dimension of awareness, of timeless codes that want to reveal themselves to us - and now, for the first time maybe in our life, we can decide to make ourselves available to them. Take a moment to sense it with every cell of your existence. 

This is all a conscious choice - to heed the call. The force is stronger than all of us, and it requests a full and utter surrender. 

And to heed this type of call, in this particular level of surrender, is a first for this human - and “I” thought it was scared shitless. 

And then again, I ain’t.

With that, the choice has been made.

The choice to move past the limitations of an art form that falls short in expressing the multidimensionality of this human, of this Soul. 

These are ready now, to be integrated. 

To be continued - in Part 2.

Author’s Bio
Shiri Godasi (She/Her) is a teacher, visionary creatrix, depth poet and mother. She is best known for her pioneering methods in the field of psychedelic integration and community bridging, including founding 5 psychedelic harm reduction organizations. She is passionate about creating a decolonized, psychedelic-positive counterculture and empowering others to step into radical authenticity/radical action to co-create a just world. Her professional certification program The Psyched Soul PlaySkool of Integration & Soulpreneurship trains people to become creative system disruptors through expert psychedelic support and heart-centered leadership. Her approach draws from transpersonal psychology, New-Earth sacred commerce, Eastern philosophy and multidisciplinary arts, fusing ancient wisdom with modern practices for a ‘Psyched’ lifestyle.